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[18 Sep 2005|03:20pm]
People Make Me Sick.
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[09 Sep 2005|03:11pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

This whole week and the ones coming up are just gonna be horrible. Everything is going really bad. I'm grounded for something stupid. But it really doesnt matter because. What do I really have to do? Who am I gonna hang out with. Okay maybe like Jen or Shan but I don't really feel like it or just hanging with anyone.. It kinda feels good to have a break from hanging out and seeing people. Other than at school. But schools bad. Well the learning part isnt but the people are. It seems like everyone is being mean to me. It starts out 5th hour today when Kelly called me stupid.. she has a tendancie to do that to a lot of people. You would think she wouldnt learned not to do it when she did it to Chris, but she just keeps on going. So then stupid John Mic called me gay.. not to menched the guy on sunday that kept on questioning me sexuality. what the hell? Then he's like i didnt mean it blah blah blah.. then he trys to appoligise. Its a little late for that buddy. how about, fuck off. So its off to second hour. Its not soo bad I sit next to a kid and he always makes me laugh. well i think I make him laugh more but its still fun. nothing bad happened the last two hours. but I dunno I've just noticed people being mean. oh and then theres dave treating me like crap. oh let me call you back..never does. I try to talk to him on myspace. he never responds to me. Chris always tells me he likes me and not to worry about it but I always think about it. I don't think he likes me. :.... .....,mad;skf. . I'm grounded for the next two weeks to be exact. I get a brake next week though. I can't wait for next weekend. I get to go down to bloomington and spencer to see my dearest cousin katie. Im starting to tear up just thinking about it. Its soo weird we used to not have such a close relationship but we do now so its good, but I always want to see her and i miss her so bad. I just want to hug her. but the 2nd best part after just being able to see her is that we get to drink :) gleeeee. O_O! its her brothers wedding so bring on the booze. and im def. getting some because my older sisters give me it :) . I told lisa one day last week that i loved her when i got off the phone with her that was weird because ive never told her that i loved her before I bet she thought it was werid to. shes like oooooh welll i loooooooove youuuuuuuu TO! it was weird.. okay enough with the rambling.

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[22 Aug 2005|08:52pm]
[ mood | okay ]

It doesnt matter if your skinny
It doenst matter if your fat.
You can dress up like a sulton in your onion head HAT.

Schooooool tomarrow.gay. I don't want to go. I should probably not even be online right now sinse I need like 10 hours of sleep or im a complete bitch in the morning, but them sleepy pills I took 20 minutes ago haven't kicked in yet. The last day of summer was lame. I rode my bike half way across town to go find a big patch of weed in the middle of a forest. Just so I could see it. I showered and ate. My mom figured out I took up smoking again and kicked me. My mom decided not to give me allowence anymore because of it. And I decided that I really need a job now. and I have a feeling that I'm not gonna get one. hmmmmm. hmm.. well thats about it.


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[07 Aug 2005|03:09pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Everything sucks latly. For like the past week. I'm getting sad and I don't like it. I hate being sad. I don't want to be sad. I'm having my stupid family Birthday party today that my dad isnt coming to. My mom was right yesterday she said. " I bet tomarrow he calls saying he can't make it". And guess what happens. He's an asshole. I didnt even want to have this stupid party but my mom is like well you have to have it. It would be nice for your dad. And he doesnt show up. Thats not whats really bothering me though. I could really care less about him. Just other shit. I hope I have fun on my birthday, but I have a feeling thats not gonna happen. Noone puts any effort into anything.

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[31 Jul 2005|03:44pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I'm pissed off.
I woke up pissed off.
I can't stop being pissed off.
I woke up and bitched.
First thing I did today.
The day still hasn't got any better.
Its fucking hot outside.
Later I have to watch Hilary Duff movies and paint other people nails and make brownies.
oh and did I forget the playing of games like TWISTER.
tonight is gonna suck.
Tomarrow is gonna suck.
Tuesday is gonna suck.
Wednesday is most likly gonna suck.
I don't want to go back to school.
I hate being mad.
I'm just mad at everything right now.
Its not going very good.

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[26 Jul 2005|02:43pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I went to Lollapalooza. I got to see WeezeR! It was the most exciting. I'm going to be sweet sixteen in 14 days. My mom is telling me that I have to have a birthday party and I'm not going for it. I don't want a party. I don't want my grandma and aunts to come over and my dad it would just be too weird. I just want Kelly to sneak out and us to leave and get trashed. But I don't know if that is all gonna happen now that things are going not so good. :/ . I need to call John, so i might as well go.

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[20 Jun 2005|10:45pm]
I havent updated in days, as usual. Today is my laid back day. Sit on my ass watch movies and play mario. Jen came over today and we walked to the video store. After a while she left and i got my hair cut. Later on i watched my movies and on with the best video game ever MARIO. Thats right. But ANYWAYS..

Yesterday was Kellys birthday. And it was a Good One TOO ;). We hung out with Cris and his friend Dave. The day before that I did yard work I MOWED LAWN! thats just not me. I dont think I ever want to do that again. Its too hard for my little puny arms. As I walked with the mower. My feet slid backwards as I pushed. Then ever 5 min. or less I had to empty the bag full of grass and it got all over the place. I missed the garbage can. OOPS >_< . As for the day before that Jen and I went to Matt's house. I don't think he likes her and that upsets me. Friends are suppose to like friends. iunnnnno. well whatever. time to go watch some more movies.
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[15 Jun 2005|02:21pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Its Updating time. Today is MSI once again. And once again I DONT GET TO GO. I'm begining to give up on ever going. I've been asking my mom for the past what 3 years? Sinse the beginnning of 7th grade. Yes that is 3 years. And all these other little cunt nuggets that just started to like them or have liked them for a year get to get and have already seen them more then once. Well fuck all them! My day will come. In the next year hopefully. er. Yesterday I went to Amy darlings house and we tried to beat Mario Bros. the orignial we got to Level 7 and got tired of it. I'm in the mood to play right now. I wish I was over there. Or i could just go in my bedroom. But anyways then we took some pictures and what not. And shes letting me borrow these awesome plaid pants and they make me excited. Kellys coming over tomarrow. That also makes me excited.

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[11 Jun 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Your heart felt good it was drippin' pitch and made of wood
And your hands and knees felt cold and wet on the grass to me
Outside naked, shiverin' looking blue, from the cold
sunlight that's reflected off the moon
Baby cum angels fly around you reminding you we used
to be three and not just two
And that's how the world began
And that's how the world will end

Its Saturday. I'm on the computer making a bracelet and wrighting in this. Mom and Dave are drinking it up with the neighbor. Yesterday I went to Mary's Berries. I got some strawberries. I picked them. It was a waste of time. All I have is time. I was suppose to go to the Blues Fest today but my mom didn't feel up to par, so we ended up not going, and they promised me we would go to The Taste. So I'm excited about it and thinking about who I should take with me up there. I don't know who I'm going to ask yet. I think I need to make some new friends and start hanging out with some new people and do something good for myself. Lifes too short and I don't feel like I'm living it to the fullest.

-Its been agreed, the whole world stinks
So no ones taking showers anymore

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[11 Jun 2005|11:14am]
[ mood | bored ]

I Was Bored One Day.
I Then Stole Some Movie List Out Of Amy Nicole's Diary.
I Have Numbered The Movies I Have Seen.

()Napoleon Dynamite
()White Noise
(2)White Oleander
(3)Anger Management
(4)50 First Dates
()Jason X
(6)Scream 2
(7)Scream 3
(8)Scary Movie
(9)Scary Movie 2
(10)Scary Movie 3
(11)American Pie
(12)American Pie 2
(13)American Wedding
(14)Harry Potter
()Harry Potter 2
()Harry Potter 3
(15)Tomb Raider
(16)Resident Evil
()Resident Evil 2
(17)The Wedding Singer
()Little Black Book
(18)The Itallian Job
(19)Donnie Darko
()Lilo & Stitch
(20)Finding Nemo
(21)Finding Neverland
()13 Ghosts
(23)The Grinch
(24)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(25)White Chicks
(26)Butterfly Effect
()Thirteen going on 30
()Universal Soldier
()Lemony Snickets A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(28)Bridget Jones Diary
()Bridget Jones: The Edge Of Reason
(29)Along Came A Spider
()Deep impact
(31)Never Been Kissed
(32)Meet The Parents
(33)Meet The Fockers
()Eight Crazy Nights
()A Cinderella Story
()The Terminal
()The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(34)Passport to Paris
(35)Dumb & Dumber
()Dumb & Dumberer
(36)Final Destination
()Final Destination 2
()Amityville Horror
(38)The Ring
(39)The Ring 2
(40)Harold & Kumar (white castle)
(41)Practical Magic
(43)Idle Hands
(44)Ghost Ship
(45)Secret Window
(46)I Am Sam
(47)The Whole Nine Yards
()The Whole Ten Yards
(48)The Day After Tomorrow
(49)Child's Play
(50)Bride of Chucky
(51)Ten Things I Hate About You
(52)Just Married
(54)A Nightmare on Elm Street
(55)Sixteen Candles
()Bad Boys 2
(56)Joy Ride
(57)Seven (SE7EN)
(58)Oceans Eleven
()Oceans Twelve
()Sin City
()Lone Star
()Predator I
()Predator II
()Alien V.S. Predator
(60)Independence Day
()A Bronx Tale
(61)Darkness Falls
(63)Children of the Corn
()My Boss' Daughter
(64)Maid in Manhattan
()Best bet
()How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(65)She's All That
()Calendar Girls
()Being John Malcovitch
()Finding Julia
(66)Maria Full of Grace
(67)Mars Attacks
()Without A Paddle
()Event Horizon
(68)Ever after
(69)Forrest Gump
()Big Trouble in Little China
(70)X-men 1
()X-men 2
(71)Jeepers Creepers
()Jeepers Creepers 2
(72)Catch Me If You Can
(73)The Others
(74)Freaky Friday
()Reign of Fire
(75)Cruel Intentions
()Cruel Intentions 2
()Cruel Intentions 3
()The Hot Chick
()Old School
(77)The Notebook
(78)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(79)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(80)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(81)A walk to Remember
(82)Eternal Sunshine Of a Spotless Mind.
()Back Door Sluts 9
()The fifth Element
()Star Wars Episode I
()Star wars episode II
()Star Wars Episode IV
()Star wars episode V
()Star wars episode VI
()Troop Beverly Hills
()Swimming with Sharks
()People under the stairs
()Blue Velvet
()Sound of Music
(84)Parent Trap
()The Burbs
(85)SLC Punk
()Meet Joe Black
()Wild girls
(86)Clockwork Orange
()The Order
(88)Mean Girls
()Shrek 2
()The Incredibles
(90)The Fast & The Furious
(91)2 Fast 2 Furious
()Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
(93)The Sixth Sense
(94)Artificial intelligence
()Love Actually
()Ella Enchanted
()Princess Diaries 1
()Princess Diaries 2 *hangs head in shame again*
()The Graduate
()Million Dollar Baby
(96)Party Monster
()Detroit Rock City
()The Goonies
()Y Tu Mama Tambien
(97)Pulp Fiction
()Wet Hot American Summer
(98)Empire Records
()Notting Hill
(99)Pretty Woman
(100)Pirates of the Carribean
(101)The Village


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[08 Jun 2005|10:45pm]
I am diseased. My skin is falling. No not really. I'm just royally burned and my skin is falling off. I have never had this happen before so I'm all weirded out about it. Breaks been boreing. Each day I do the same thing. Get up and hope to do something. And then I don't do anything. I mostly get up take a shower get ready for the day and then don't do jack shit. I applied for more jobs. Had an interview. Got shot down. So tomarrow I go to put in more applications. I think I'll start to read a book tomarrow. I want to read Through the Looking Glass. I don't feel like typing anymore. Fuck this
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[27 May 2005|05:53pm]
I'm so bored. I have nothing to do. I can't go anywhere, all weekend. It so stupid. My cousin is coming up to visit and I can't even do anything with her. Of course I get grounded two days before she comes up, and one of my good friends I've known sinse I was in first grade is moving away and I can't even see her before she moves away. Oh and this is our three day weekend. My luck.

Last night I got into this big fight with my mom. She got so mad she just started hitting me uncontrollably so I dont hit her back I just block her right. Im not hittin her she wouldnt stop so I spit in her face. She doesnt stop. Then she does. Next thing you know I'm grounded. She tells my dad that she hit my once and then I attacked her because she hit my once. So my dads givin me this line of shit oh your moms afraid of you. She shouldn't be afraid of you. It's not healthy. So I tell him no she hit me and kept on hitting me. Then all in the end we drive to Walgreens and he says your not gonna like what I gotta say but I'm gonna say it anyway. You both are telling me a different story, and I dont believe you.. Your mom is afraid of you, why would she be afraid of you if you didn't keep on hitting her. That stupid bastard. How the fuck. He doesn't even know me what I meet him and know he knows. Nuh Uh. No. God. I am just so mad right now, and I don't know how to express it. I keep throwing and breaking things and it just keeps on getting me in deeper. I need like anger management, but I would hate that soo much. Not that it is going to happen.

Then I get this email from Karen last night not her really saying anything to me its just a letter that she sends to a lot of people telling them about the Out Of The Darkness walk that is on July 16 and 17th. So I'm like wow she e-mailed me. Cause I e-mailed her a long time ago and she never e-mailed me back. It was really weird. So I'm looking on the site and I find where it says oh you have to have raised $1,075 by June 16 a month before the walk and thats in like 20 days. Why did she tell me about this so late? Why didn't she e-mail me back. Why hasn't she been keeping in touch. And it's too late for me to collect that money how the hell am I going to collect that much money in 20 days. I can't do that. No way in hell. It was so hard to collect 600 or 700 for the last walk and I didnt even collect all of that. A girl at school helped. Which was really nice of her. Oh and then some girl that sits at my lunch table on white days comes to school one day and she has a jar and I read it and it says "OUT OF THE DARKNESS FUNDRAISNG MONEY" and she tells me how shes so excited to go and she has over a 1,000 dollars raised and how shes doing so good. That made me really sad. I mean happy that shes collecting all that money. Just seeing that she did that and she's going to it and everything just makes me sad. And I want to be apart of the walk. Why didn't she call me. That makes me think things like. Why? I don't get it.

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[18 May 2005|08:13pm]
[ mood | determined ]

Number .. :
of time you've been in love? 0
of girls you have kissed? I don't know a couple or something haha.
of boys you have kissed? diez, diaz, im in spanish and i can't even say 10.
of times your name has appeared in a newspaper? once.
of scars on your body? somewhere around 70
of things in your past you regret? a thousand things.

pretty? i guess i should think that.
funny? nah naht really
hot? am i suppose to me thinking like that.
friendly? i would say so
ugly? no1's ugly , right? haha
loveable? no.
caring? uh..
sweet? maybe
dorky? very. indeed.

actor/actress: i like that one guy from that one movie. you all know what I'm talking about right
least favorite day: wednesday
flower: i love um all
jello flavor: cherry.
fruit: strawberries
jewelry: necklace, bracelets, earings,rings. it all.
summer/winter: i dunno

slept in your bed: jen. until she put her ass in my area and i went to the floor.
saw you cry: my mom i guess.
sent you an email: msi

said i love you and meant it? to casey
went out in public in pjs? i love doin that. It's like the best day of the week
kept a secret from everyone? who hasn't
been to new york? no
to california? no

last cigarrete: say what?
last cry: why?
last book read: To Kill A Mocking Bird, uck.
last curse word uttered: Fuck
last beverage drank: Capri Sun!!:)
last food consumed: chicken. I love my chicken.
last phone call: Matt.
last tv show: WHEEL OF FORTUNE with Pat Sajack and VAnaa WHiteee. (sp?)
last thing in your past you regret? uh...
showered: last night.
last shoes worn: converses
last cd played: The Stones
last thing written: Some Paper for Some Class
last word spoken: Website
last sleep: this morning
last im: 2 minutes
last sexual fantasy: toooo Personall.. haha
last ice cream eaten: COFFEE! on sunday
last time wanting to die: Never dude. That's not right for people to be thinking that kinda shit, mon.

ICH BEIN KRUNK...... what!??

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[26 Mar 2005|10:15pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

hiccup :D

*sniffle sniffle* *cough cough* I'm sick. I am not suppose to get sick. I am the anti sick. how did this happen? maybe with my nonstop ice cream/cheese cake/ dr. pepper/ pizza/ sweet tart/ sgigigly worm diet. lol. its SPRING BREAK yes!! no more waking up at the crack of down to go watch movies showing black lungs. UGHCK. Break started Thursday. Thursday was lame. I went with Kelly to this kid Pat's house with her. His friend was over there to and the whole time everyone there acted like I wasnt there. I couldn't believe it. I have never been so shunned in my life. NO! i have never met people so rude in my whole intire life. I feel sorry for their parents. haha. Alright well Friday rolls around Jen comes over and we get really excited and go to the dollar store and I get this insense oil burner thing. It's real cool. I end up going over to spend the night at Anna's house. Strange havent done that sinse like 5th grade I'm pretty sure. That was alright. Went home really early the next morning. I went home at nine o clock in the morning and got home and didn't get up until three oclcok in the afternoon. I wish I could do that more often. All I did today was go the movies with Jen we say the Ring 2. Gayest movie ever. blah blah blah.............

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[10 Mar 2005|04:18pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Happy 14th Sweetheart
I'll never forget all the good times
Ditch'n every day
Goin to the nurse
Hanging out in the bathroom
Talking on the phone every minute of every day.
sneaking to Subway
Talking and crapping haha
making braclets
This pills
The huggs
The itching
The scars
Your mom
My garage
Blood Sisters 4ever.
Are plans for colledge
Your horrible Brothers and Step mom
Watching Sum41 and taking pictures
Playing the shocking game at the movies
The smoking
Dreamy Cicarella
"I am your daughter"
The beers
The ceiling
Lighting your floor on fire
Your love for John Deer
Your love for Sponge Bob
Are love for each other
Talking so much I buy a headset haha
Stupid no good bitches talking shit about you im still gonna get them
My hit list sitting in the kitchen talking to you on the phone
Your gay ring
Your Hulk shirt
Our trips to the village
Our trip to the school buy your house
Stupid "Butts"
meeting those kids at the bowling alley
Your brother catching us at the bowling alley
Playing the Driving Game at the Bowling Alley
Watching the Simple Life together
Going to see "Elf" together
Are love for Dr. Pepper
Rippin off Kohls
Lookin at magazines at Borders
Eating Your moms awesome dishes
You getting the Newport hat at the Village and being so happy
Your smile , o how i miss your smile
I miss your hugs everyday, between ever class
I miss the kisses you would give me everyday
The purses you would sew
Your Ducktape Wallet
Your ducktape everything for that matter
Lieing in your room smoking talking
The Baby Lotion, o how we loved that baby lotion
You puttin twisties in my hair
When we both fit into that belt at Big Lots
That stoor where we got the cool stickers
Fudge Rounds every day at lunch
Stretching in the Bathroom
Getting soap everywhere in the bathroom
Putting the pad on the wall in the bathroom OMGosh
"I'm Not a ....... but I play one on T.V."
"What if I talked like this......"

The first time we met you asked me to do something we had been talking online Cheryl dropped you off at my house. We went to the Fun Center and had a gay time. We went outside when we were waiting for my mom to pick us up we were sitting by the pole. We were freezing our asses off. It was so cold. I was thinking in my head. Don't screw this up. What do I say. What should I say. I don't wanna sound stupid. I need to say something. What do I say? We got picked up we went back to my house. I remember that night you talked the most you had ever talked. You kept me up until the sun came up. I wanted to go to bed, but you weren't tired. I remember that night sitting in the bathroom on the toilet watching you take out your contacts and washing your face. I was looking at the shape of your face. It was kinda weird. Thats what I thought. We sat on the computer and I talked to that one kid and we laughed forever. You told me about the drugs and why not to do them.

I wish I could live that day over and over again.
I remember us talking about how we could never live without each other.
You left me and I hate you for it.
How could you do that to me?
To your mom?
I called her last week and she was crying.
I Love you Casey
I miss you soo much.
I wish I could have done something to make it all stop.
Cheech and Chong forever.
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[03 Mar 2005|06:01pm]


I get to go to the concert too. My 1st concert ever. Besides Warpt Tour but Warpt Tour just sucked royally. You're just sitting there in the blazing sun sweating your balls off, high as hell with total burnout. Not fun. You don't want to move and then you hear all these shitty bands playing as if Sugarcult. and all these people dancing like faggots and you just stand there and laughing your ass off. That was the good time, me and Katie had then she goes crowd surfing and I couldnt find her and i was freaking out like OMG (says Omg like kevin *kelly* haha) I read your entry saying noone ever asks you to do something besides Don and I notice that like every day you go there. So you wanna chill on Saturday. I can't Fri. But saturday is good. Get back to me on that asap, yo. Well my "chicken fried rice" is done.

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[23 Feb 2005|02:51pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

+ 001. name: Nicole Ann Sweetin
+ 002. nicknames: Colee, Nikki
+ 003. sex: Negative
+ 004. birthday: 1970666
+ 005. age: The one before 16 and after 14.
+ 006. bestfriends: Hmm, well since i only really do stuff with two, i'd say Jen and Kelly
+ 007. place of birth: Chicago
+ 008. current residence: Diarrea
+ 009. hair color: Dark brown
+ 010. eye color: BROWN
+ 011. height: About 5'6" i'd say.

+ 014. do you bite your nails: Never, they make fingernail clippers for a reason.
+ 015. can you roll your tongue: yeah.
+ 016. can you raise one eyebrown at a time: nadda
+ 017. can you blow smoke rings: Eew no
+ 018. can you blow spit bubbles: I can't
+ 019. can you cross your eyes: nope..im boring
+ 020. can you flip your eyelids out: Ug, no.
+ 021. tattoos and where: I don't have any but when i do its gonna be RIP Kc
+ 022. piercings and where: those ears, don't we all?
+ 023. do you make your bed daily: Yeah, messiness gets me irratable

+ 024. what goes on first: panties *tehe*
+ 025. which shoe goes on first: Right, always.
+ 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: haven't we all.
+ 037. how much money is usually in your wallet: I don't have a wallet..
+ 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: gauges, and neckless, part of the time my rings.
+ 039. whats sexiest on a guy: *hrm* hands.. my strange fetish
+ 040. whats sexiest on a girl: uhhh...no
+ 041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great: neither are acceptable.

+ 042. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: CUT IT!
+ 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet: Honey Nut Clusters,yummie. Cheerios and Honey Nut ones. *uck*
+ 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza: Dee fork
+ 045. do you cook: I can I just choose not to.

+ 046. how often do you brush your teeth: at least once a day.
+ 047. how often do you shower/bathe: Pretty much every day. If i didn't get dirty i only skip 1 night.
+ 048. how long do these showers last: 30+ minutes.
+ 049. hair drying method: Towl and Air.
+ 050. do you paint your nails: Im Dee Bomb at it, or so they all say ;)

+ 051. do you swear: try not to actually.
+ 052. do you spit or swallow: *shruggs shoulders*
+ 053. do you spit in public: no comment AHHHHHh
+ 054. do you pee in the shower: all over uh no uhhhh

+ 055. the cd player: feel on the ground when I was walking in the door.
+ 056. person you talk most on the phone with in the past week: Jen
+ 057. what color is your bedroom: wood panneling WOOD!
+ 058. do you use an alarm clock: Yes & it's horrible because I turn it of and go back to bed.
+ 059. name one thing your obsessed with: Mario , yeah im a nerd. ya caught me
+ 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex: No but I did with girls in a river. eh.
+ 061. ever sunbathed in the nude: Im not out there.
+ 062. window seat or aisle: Window, i hate sitting in the middle.
+ 063. whats your sleeping position: Side
+ 064. what kind of bed do you like: What kind of ?'s are these.?
+ 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket: Yeah, I gotta feel protected from the boogeyman
+ 066. do you snore: No im not a snorer
+ 067. do you sleepwalk: I used to, it's creapy to think about.
+ 068. do you talk in your sleep: yeah I also Scream and Yell.
+ 069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Never did.
+ 070. how about the light on: Nopers. Completely Dark or I can't sleep.
+ 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: No noise eaither

+ 072. had sex: That one time i never did.
+ 073. were kissed or kissed someone: like 3 months ago
+ 074. watched bambi: a life time ago.
+ 075. cried: I don't remmeber and thats a real good thing.
+ 076. talked on the phone: Yesterday night.
+ 077. read a book: Last year.
+ 078. punched someone: Too long ago :(

+ 079. where do you see yourself in 10 years: Being a pharmacist or something.
+ 080. how many kids do you want to have: dos
+ 081. your profession: I wanna be in the Medical feild
+ 082. future school: I have no clue.

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[21 Feb 2005|01:37pm]
[ mood | creative ]

new los pantalones
totally awesome cool earing
& cool beads for me to make a new necklace YEAH

Theres no money anywhere. i yiyi . I dont even no where I got the money for that crap. But I needed that crap cuz i need new pants and I need neckless. I love making them and such cuz im just soo good at it. Daves cars a peice of shit and he needs to get a new one. Like the damn thing wont even start. So tomarrow he has to go buy a new one. On one day notice he like needs it one Wed. so he has to go buy it tomarrow. What a bitch. And we dont even have the money for a new car. We need new furniture! I want a new coach so bad like *moans* bad. GOtta go find some food and talk to my mom about her letting me hang her tapestry up in my room. Wish me luck.
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[19 Feb 2005|06:21pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]


I don't update enough. I need to keep it a habit. Its winter break . YEY... so far I haven't done anything besides watch movies and go to Jen's house. Oh yeah and me and Jen went shoppin yesterday and got ourselves chocolates sinse no1 else did. ha . we also picked up socks,panties(notice the pink lol), and socks. My kinda day socks chocolate and underwear lol. Kellys team got 1st place at state im pretty sure. CONGRATS, kelly! *mwuahah* Theres this guy at school. I kinda like or I dont know what you would call it I guess I have a "thing" dont no him eaither so it makes it even weirder to talk about it but Im gonna talk to him on Mon. hopefully. Hope I dont make a fool outa myself :P EEE!Gotta go watch "That 70's Show" later.

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Ga-od(stressed) [06 Feb 2005|07:44pm]
[ mood | awake ]


I'm bored. I think I'm gonna go shave my legs after I'm all done here. :P . yuck.

The Weekend:

Was not bad.

I got home took a nap. My mom abrubtly woke me up. I was agitated. No one ever lets me sleep. So I woke up and watched "Bernie Mac" with my mom while we ate Anchalodas. They make me barf. So we then afterwards went to the movie store and rented a couple movies. Big Fish,and Party Monster. They were pretty good movies.

I woke up looked at the paper, and went to my grandmas and watched The Italian Job, and went out for some ice cream but instead got cake and Italian Cheese Bread, YuuUUUmm! Alright so my mom came and got my about 5o'clock and I stopped at Julia's and picked her up we then went to the movie store and got Freddy Got Fingered and PacMan World2! Got real far in it. We did that and whatever.

I woke up the next morning and Jen came over. She got over we played more PacMan and I took a shower. We then went to the Dollar store. Saw faggot Nick and Lippmen, or however you spell his name. Got home eventually. Then Jen, Julia, and me got into this big conversation where they were trying to tell me that Animals are smarter then Humans, me and you. Julia was laughing at me because she thought it was so funny that I thought we were smarter then cats and dogs. The smartest animals are dolphins and monkeys/apes and the smartest one is only as smart as a three year old. Then me and Julia got into a conversation where she was trying to tell me I was wrong when I was saying that "Boy Town" was called "Boys Town" she kept trying to tell me that it wasn't called that, and that I was wrong and that it was called "Fag Town". I was like I don't they call it that. That is mean tward them. Shes like they like being called that. umm. No, Julia I dont think they like be called that it's a Derogatory. Thats like calling a black person a nigger and a mexican a spic. But whatever. Time to watch SuperBowl half show. ah.


R.I.P Casey

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